What a Poor Pharmacist Vol. 2 why live life from dream to dream, and dread the day when dreaming ends?
Why Queue...again?
sit down and enjoy the music.

Wednesday, May 16, 2007


Day 0 (Night)

Woke up with more headaches, neck pain, feeling of malaise...

Fed porridge by mum. But can't even get half of it down. No appetite.

Water-paraded too. Also drank some Chinese medicinal drinks like ling yang (antelope's horn) which promises to bring down the fever.

Alternating between chills and hot breaks..

Eventually i puked. It was after i had drank so much water, that my stomach couldn't take it anymore. I guess, somewhere, the whole digestive system was stuck (constipating since Tuesday). So nothing could go down, instead, everything went up and out..

Was it 6 or 7 times? It wasn't a good feeling, especially the sour taste of the food in the stomach, and the squeezing of the abdominal muscles together. Made me feel extremely tired.

Torture...

I wish you would be by my side now...



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Dispense-A-Dream '07
Live your dream!
10:00 pm


Day 0 (Afternoon)

Turbulent dreams. Headache.

Woke up in a chill... i keep the blanket on.. it gets hotter... i keep the blanket off.. i start to shiver...

Can't even walk in the first place.. having tachycardia, with very weak limbs... Could not even muster enough energy to visit the toilet.

Coughed out thick, green sputum.

Is this punishment?

Smsed kiki about emed... it's a pity that i can't help out as promised because i'm sick. Glad she's very understanding.

Thinking about you..


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Dispense-A-Dream '07
Live your dream!
4:20 pm


Day 0 (Morning)

Went to CA, woke up at 6am.

Everything feels so familiar - the long train trip to TM MRT station, the switching of trains. Only thing i wasn't lugging any luggage..

No courage, so had to observe from afar.

Waited.

Every minute felt like an hour, every second a minute, a testament that i did wrong...

What's happening?

Now that we can talk, we are separated by borders...

The last sms i sent, did not have a reply.

When will i see you again?

I pray for your safety and success for the project...





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Dispense-A-Dream '07
Live your dream!
11:00 am

Tuesday, May 15, 2007


Day -1

Sick. While finishing up the gift... i felt myself getting hotter.

The virus has done a good job of infiltration - by 5pm i was already a wreck.

Mum was sick too - but she accompanied me along. Both of us, coughing along the way.

Bad mood. Exacerbated by waiting a painful 1 hours plus for the doctor. Could even tell what drugs he was giving me - Panadol 2 tab q6-q8h, Dhasedyl 10 ml tds, Lozenges 1 prn, Amoxycillin 250mg tds.

Hungry. Only had one coffee during the day, nothing else at all.

Didn't take the first step in smsing.

Why?

I shouldn't have done so...


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Dispense-A-Dream '07
Live your dream!
11:59 pm

Monday, May 14, 2007


Day -2

Major quarrel.

Why?

Things just happened so fast...

I know its my fault... why am i so stubborn?


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Dispense-A-Dream '07
Live your dream!
11:59 pm