Lonely Sunday

Today was good. Played only 2.5 hours of Theme Hospital. Trying to refrain from playing Syndicate later but i think will still succumb. Ha.

Rest of the day i have a strange feeling that i'm not myself. Tachycardia, weird sense of smell, feeling sweaty and stuff. Took a bath at 3pm, then sat down to complete some song of mine.

I need to get my life back, man. After exams, it was nuan - all the way. Until she left for philippines. After nuan - i gotta think about it. Maybe this was the result of poor pre-holiday planning. I know i've got a zillion things to do, but i dunno what.

Maybe it's because the lack of FOCC. Last year i was probably furiously typing out FOCC programme documents and manuals whom no one in the end read anyway. Typed from day to night. I could type way into the night, like 2-3am then toss and tussle in the bed for like 1-2h, fall asleep at 4am cos i was too excited about all the "grandiose" plans inside my head waiting impatiently to be written; then once i woke up, immediately turned on the computer and resumed typing.

Now. What should i do? In order of appearance in my head:

1) Help jianwei with FOCC
2) Smoking cessation clinic by Mr. Woo. Get formal dress. Coincides with:
3) Jingwen's birthday party. Which coincides with:
4) Emed training session - get the faci stuff ready. Which reminds me of:
5) (Classified)
6) Ops Keyhole (Classified)
7) Emed brown bagging at NCC. June 9, June 30. Be there with the cam.
8) Video for brown bagging. to be done by May 26
9) YEP preparation
10) Eesang's Pharm Rag dance. So far, no news yet. Wonder what's going on...

Maybe i shouldn't be playing Theme Hospital anymore.