of bad words and foul mouths

quite shocked to hear that one of my female friends approached me and said, hey, you changed a lot.

before sem2, i was a optimistic, a person who was always-ready to help, and i seldom complain...

then after focc, i morphed into this impatient, insensitive, saying things without caring about how people feel, vulgar-mouthed and rude, full of complains person.

and, many people have noticed the same things too. alarm bells start to pop up.

well........................

impatient? maybe. well time isn't really on my side. perhaps the idea of getting things done asap is very rude. well. i may be moving too fast, well speed is relative ba. perhaps the thing she meant was i tend to "want things done and i want it now."
maybe. but if i let it drag, when will it get finished?

anyway whats wrong with being impatient?

insensitive. i dun really have a radar that can tune to the other 6 billion people in the world, or at least the community around me. even if i have, it is giving me mixed signals all the time. people are always so subjective, each with their own ideals: how do i know what they want?

saying things without caring about how people feel: see above point. sometimes we have different ways of how things can be carried out, and i feel that if i'm not saying this, i might as well save the brain cells, and don't think so much, before the next onslaught of brain cells. if i think of something, i might as well say it.

vulgarities: well guys all say vulgarities. we probably have a ranking system for vulgarities, after the army experiences. well i personally think if u dun utter a word of vulgarities after the army then you probably need some f-therapy as what leonard suggests. (like what we tried to do to kangwei. haha)

dunno why girls dun like vulgarities. and i have the (mis)fortune to find myself in a female-dominated course, where vulgarities are a no0OOOOOOOO!!! no0OOOOOOOOOOO!!!